The Rainy Night That Changed My Family: My Aunt, Her Son, and the Secrets We Kept
“You have to listen to me, Emily. Promise me you will.” My sister Jessica’s voice crackled through the phone, agitated and low, the way it gets when she’s trying not to let on that she’s crying. Rain battered my bedroom window, fat drops racing down the glass, matching the unease in my chest. I sat up in bed, clutching my phone tighter. Mom was in the kitchen downstairs, the clatter of dishes all the proof I had that life was still normal—at least for now.
“What’s going on, Jess?” I whispered, glancing over my shoulder. “It’s almost midnight.”
She took a shaky breath. “Aunt Janet and Peter—they’re moving in. Mom told Dad. Dad told me. I don’t think she wants you to know yet. But Emily, you have to be careful.”
My heart thudded. Aunt Janet was Mom’s older sister, the kind of family member you only saw at Thanksgiving, and even then, she usually left early. Peter, her son, was a year older than me and barely spoke more than a few words to anyone. I remembered him knocking over my Lego castle when I was seven, staring at the pieces, and then walking away—no apology, no explanation. I hadn’t thought much about him since.
“Why are they moving in?” I asked. “Did something happen?”
Jessica hesitated, and for a second the only sound was the rain. Then she said, “I don’t know everything. But Janet… she got evicted. And there’s stuff about Peter, stuff that Mom and Dad don’t want to talk about. Just… keep your things locked up, okay?”
My mind raced. I found myself staring at the reflection of my own worried face in the window—brown hair tangled, eyes wide. I wanted to ask more, to demand answers, but I heard Mom’s footsteps coming up the stairs. “I have to go,” I murmured, hanging up just as my door creaked open.
Mom poked her head in, her smile strained. “You’re still up?”
I nodded, trying to read her face, looking for clues. “Couldn’t sleep.”
She came over and kissed my forehead. “Try, okay? Big day tomorrow.”
I wondered if she meant it for me, or for herself.
The next morning, our house was chaos. Mom was up early, scrubbing the kitchen floors, moving boxes out of the guest room, and snapping at me when I tried to help. Dad left for work before sunrise, his jaw clenched. I pretended to do homework but just stared at the clock, willing the day to slow down. By three o’clock, a U-Haul pulled up in front of our house. I watched from behind the curtains as Aunt Janet climbed out, her hair wild and her face pinched. Peter followed, taller than I remembered, his hands shoved in the pockets of his gray hoodie.
Mom forced a smile. “Emily, help your aunt and cousin with their things.”
Peter barely looked at me as we carried boxes into the house. I caught a whiff of cigarette smoke on his jacket. Aunt Janet muttered thanks but didn’t meet my eyes. The air felt heavy, almost suffocating.
That night, I heard muffled arguing through the walls. Mom and Janet, their voices rising and falling. I pressed my ear to the door, catching words like “rules,” “second chance,” and “no more trouble.” I wondered what trouble meant. Was it the eviction? Drugs? Something worse?
The strain only grew. Janet took over the living room, chain-smoking out the window. Peter stayed locked in the guest room, only emerging to grab food and disappear again. Mom tried to keep the peace, but the tension was thick. Dad barely spoke at dinner, his eyes glued to his phone. I started locking my bedroom door, the way Jessica had warned.
A week later, things escalated. My favorite earrings went missing—a birthday gift from Jessica. Then, Dad’s wallet vanished. He accused me first, his voice tight with disappointment. “Emily, we don’t keep secrets in this family.”
I wanted to scream. I hadn’t taken anything. But I saw the way Mom looked at Peter, the way Aunt Janet blushed and stared at her lap.
That night, I confronted Peter in the hallway. “Did you take my earrings? Or Dad’s wallet?”
He stared at me, eyes dark and unreadable. “No. Why would I want your stuff?”
“Because someone did,” I snapped. “And nothing went missing before you got here.”
He glared at me. “You think you’re better than me? You don’t know anything.”
“I know what I see,” I shot back. “And I see you sneaking around at night.”
Aunt Janet appeared behind him, her voice sharp. “Leave him alone. He’s been through enough.”
My voice shook. “We all have.”
After that, things spiraled. Dad found his wallet in the trash behind the house—empty. My earrings turned up in the laundry, twisted and broken. Mom pulled me aside, her face pale. “Emily, we have to support family, even when it’s hard. Janet and Peter need us.”
I wanted to scream at her, to tell her I was scared in my own home, that I didn’t trust them. But she looked so tired, so desperate to hold everything together, that I just nodded.
Weeks passed. Peter got into a fight at school. Aunt Janet missed job interviews and spent her days watching TV. Mom began snapping at me over little things. Dad started working late, coming home with bourbon on his breath. Our house felt like a battlefield, every room holding its own secrets and anger. I stopped inviting friends over. I slept with my phone under my pillow, jumping at every creak in the night.
One afternoon, I came home and found Mom crying in the kitchen. She confessed that Janet had a history of addiction, that Peter had been suspended from two schools before, that she’d kept these secrets to protect me and Jessica. “I didn’t want you to think badly of them,” she whispered. “But I see now that I should’ve been honest.”
I hugged her, feeling my own anger and fear soften just a little. For the first time, I realized that Mom was just as lost as the rest of us, trying to do what she thought was right, even if it was wrong.
Eventually, Aunt Janet found a job at a diner. Peter started seeing a counselor. Things got better, but not perfect. The trust in our family was cracked, maybe forever, but we learned to talk about it. Jessica came home from college and we had long, honest conversations late into the night. Little by little, the house began to feel like home again.
But I still wonder: How many families are split apart by the secrets we keep? What would’ve happened if Mom had told us the truth from the start?