I found myself suddenly married to a man I barely knew, sprinting through a crowded mall with bags in both hands, my heel snapping and heart pounding. My frustration with my clumsy new husband, Mark, who couldn’t even drive me home, boiled over as I wondered how my life had taken such a wild turn. Torn between resentment and hope, I tried to make sense of my choices as secrets, family drama, and the reality of adulthood crashed down around me.