My story is about the sudden loss of my three-year-old son, Ethan, who disappeared for just a moment and was found in a nearby pond. Through the agony, guilt, and family silence, I search for meaning in a tragedy that changed us forever. My battle is not only with grief but also with a community that doesn’t know how to reach us.
My daughter Emily’s marriage crumbled before my eyes, and she blames me for not stepping in. I struggle with guilt, confusion, and the fear that I failed her as a parent. Through painful conversations and family conflict, I search for answers and hope for healing.
Recently, I witnessed an incident at the playground that I can’t shake off. My reaction was far from what I consider my usual composed self. I was so outraged that I lost control, despite considering myself a level-headed person. My daughter, Ashley, who is three years old, is usually very sociable, friendly, and easily makes friends. However, an encounter with another child left me questioning my actions and filled with remorse.
