When I Finally Became a Mother: The Tug-of-War Between Love and Reason

When I Finally Became a Mother: The Tug-of-War Between Love and Reason

My name is Emily, and I became a mother at 38 after years of infertility. My son, Noah, is the center of my universe, but I constantly battle with guilt—worried that my overprotectiveness could harm him, even as my husband Mark and our families question my parenting. This is my struggle to find balance between boundless love and necessary discipline, as I face judgment, my own fears, and the daily challenges of parenting later in life.