Everything changed the night I found myself staring at the tiny prescription bottle in my palm, debating whether to call Olgierd or just swallow another pill to silence the storm inside me. Our friendship was forged in the fires of two divorces, and our lives became a fragile balance between newfound freedom and the haunting fear of loneliness. This is the story of how that freedom, so hard-won, nearly destroyed us both—and how, standing at the edge, I had to choose between numbing the pain or finding the courage to truly live.