I am Ethan Miller, a young ER resident in Chicago haunted by a relentless sense of inadequacy and the emotional cost of the job. One harrowing night, the fate of a teenage patient and my own family’s expectations collide, forcing me to question everything I thought I knew about medicine, resilience, and love. Through exhaustion, guilt, and hard choices, I fight to hold on to my purpose, knowing that sometimes all you can do is ask someone to wait for you.