I grew up with my mom, a hotel housekeeper in Ohio, who dragged me to work with her out of necessity. The hotel’s lobby became my playground, but the reality of our life—the secrets, the struggle, and the longing for escape—shaped me. As I grew older, our bond was tested by dreams, betrayals, and the heartache of choosing whether to stay or leave.
The very first day we moved into our new apartment, I saw a boy who looked exactly like my husband did in his childhood. The strange resemblance haunted me, but nothing prepared me for the truth that unraveled between the walls of our new home. My journey led me through secrets, family turmoil, and the shattering cost of choices, all while confronting what it means to truly know someone you love.
I grew up watching my mother feed a hungry little girl from next door, while her family crumbled behind closed doors. As I uncovered the truth about her father’s addiction, I faced the painful reality of how little I could do. Years later, the memory of that girl still haunts me, leaving me to question whether I could have done more.
There was never any talk of maternal feelings, let alone responsibility. First, my grandparents raised me, then a nanny was hired. I also went through daycare. This is my story.
